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(OCD) obsessive compulsive disorder - admin - 04-05-2025
This will be my personal space to express myself in regards to whatever or whenever I need too that is categorized within ocd.
RE: (OCD) obsessive compulsive disorder - admin - 04-05-2025
It was a clean space. But then you took something dirty and wrecked the space. For example lets say you touched change or bills of some kind. Then you put that money on a clean surface. I try to tell you not too. But then you get mad because you don't understand. So you move the change to a different area of the place. Now that area is contaminated too. Then if you took a plate or a spoon or anything and touched that area that the change was on it now becomes contaminated as well. Then everything those items touch is contaminated as well. It went from a single item that was contaminated that I have to clean to now several. I don't know now if those items will ever feel clean again. I don't know how many times I will have to clean them to make them feel clean. I tried to tell you but what's the point you don't understand. Everything I had worked so hard on to keep clean is now ruined. I have to fix it or I won't be able to rest and I don't know how long that will take.